Synthetically..

Here I am calling

My fear is greater than my courage
My weakness is greater than my might
Confusion is greater than my wisdom
The darkness seems greater than the light

Hear I am calling

My problems outnumber the solutions
My doubts are greater than my hope
My burden is more than I can carry
I have lost my ability to cope

Hear I am calling

I am influenced by lies and misconceptions
I cannot trust the thoughts inside my mind
I know I have wandered from the pathway
I cannot find my way for I am blind

Hear I am calling