Day on Acid

Wake up. Wash. Eat just to eat. Walk out. Tramway anaesthesia. Get out. Cigarette. Walk in. Show your ID. Lift to 12th floor. Hi... hi... Turn on your computer. Coffee. Strange people everywhere. Sit like a dog. Read mail. Get nauseous. Write e-mails to dozens of people. Make too many things at once. Expect the unexpected. Think about and foresee every problem. Nobody will do that for you. And don't you dare to be sensitive. When you loose control over your anger you can thrash the day. Everything will make you feel vulnerable and unsecure. You won't be able to preceive normally for the next 12 hours. Anger inside is like an acid. Drives you crazy and you strive to control it with these bits and pieces you got left of the real you. That you that you got used to.