The Child I am.

I am nothing but a child. I fear challenges because I may not make it. I fear defeat.

I show a face of child to other people. I feel as I was a child when with other people.

I am a child who is very lonely.

I try to fill the emptyness with things, short term hobbies and relationships but it doesn't work.

I was always alone.

This is what was always there for me but I din't see it.

...Lonelyness.

It kills me...

Slowly...